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An angelic muse has been godsent to heal my heart, to reveal my true essence of being and recall on the little things that true happiness lies within A moment of pure tranquility peace that I thought was forever hid in the recesses of memory, that belonged only in my childhood To relive that sense of innocency a precious treasure, thought only exsisted in fairy tales wisdom from the ancient trees of Merlin I give thanks to the Old Ones who taught me how brought my being here I finally see the light

what is it when a song comes on and a certain person automatically comes to mind? goosebumps rise over your body and a chill runs through you right down to your spine? your heart starts to ache just to here their voice, just to see their face? their image is there when you fall asleep and when you rise?they're the first person you worry about, when your in their presence you couldnt want anything more in the world? they give you the highest of joys and can make you madder than a hatter? you feel 100% at ease with them, they are a drug to you, you're compelled to tell them truths the strongest truth serum could not bring? someone tell me....wh

stranded on an island of desolation cold rain pours down constantly pain so bad it paralyzes the soul this is a place of no return the isle is just a stigma on the world there are no colors just a lack of I am just a crack in reality my mind, an endless abyss no relief. no water. no blood. my existence here is worse than death feelings are trapped in hell no amount of tears explains justice a point worse than broken tremors run through my veins pulsations of fire overwhelm everything

my ashes flew away as the wind carried her astray love scattered across the planes, my heart just a pile of dusty remains

Living behind the backside of a mirror Right side I'm trapped, here im free Even Alice would be jealous of the mysticism Expression of soul is key There's everywhere to wonder But nowhere to see It's an endless place, Population: just me There isn't much color While dwelling in black and white Feelings here are neutral There's no day instead it's all night Emotions are forbidden here Sometimes you need a place to escape I take refuge in this wonderland A place to lose yourself in its landscape

the sun's warm tendrils radiate through my body, subtle yet assertive the wind's light fingers gently caress my soft, delicate skin swirls of smoke escape out my nostrils and ascend towards the heavens a bed of sand cleaves onto every crease and curve lovely sweet odors of herb and incense enchant my spirit nature's livid desire transforms into miraculous pleasure in one's being

the hope of day made manifest inside by a personal pixie, I call my muse delivered she the message sent from my past, a note of innocent joy radiating away permanent blues united was I back with my true self. so long you were hidden away, helplessly lost; a long gone memoir dare i cry tears of celebration? gladness echoes through my spirit and heart I am grateful to that angel my spirit is no longer a broken dire

"There is never love in the world without hate, nor is there ever great pleasure without great pain. They work hand-in-hand, all full of extreme passion. They are equal brothers, not one exists without the other."